"Without trust comes complex"
I say under my breath
I'm sick of twisting my head up
Sticking my neck out always to end up
Lacerated
You're under my skin
Family infection
Not brothers but stand-ins
What do we have to lose?
Not afraid to sever ties with you, I shared my roots
At this point we're all bruised
Showed your true colors, you showed me all you had to
You used to call me family
The worst intentions, a brother is what I called you
You can't blame this all on me
You've done things to me a family should never do
So fill up another cup
Maybe then two years won't feel like all that much
Such a frail excuse
No amount of booze can take the blame for the things you do
That doesn't matter now
All this is pointless, I figured it out
Taking back comfort that I found
I don't know where you are, hope that you're proud
Lay in your bed
Heart in stomach
I bet, I bet
You don't deal well with consequence
There's always gonna be a part of me
That wishes the best for you
Then there are also all of these things
That give me my right to hate you
If we can't stand together, then we all fall apart
If we can't stand for better, we're worse off than we thought
Brilliantly unhinged hardcore-inspired songs that splinter expectations to smithereens with their split-second rhythm changes & wild vocals. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 28, 2022
this was the first track to resonate with me and it still does. "never really drowning but never really out of the water". says what i can't find the words for. Peace