Forgive Yourself

by Lemix J Buckley

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released April 17, 2015

Recorded, mixed and mastered by Kurt Roy at Heartgold Studios.

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Track Name: Hauntings
I guess I've grown tired of hauntings
All the things I see in my sleep
Just because it's kind of funny
Nobody will see it coming

Anybody got a gun?
Won't you clean up for me when I'm done?

Lights out, sundown
Unbloomed, unmoved
Sickly, sickening
I'm dishonest

I finally found a choice that holds
They'll find my body decomposed
Track Name: Bluff
You thought you had it all figured out
'Til I shoved all of that steel in your mouth
Your head screams that I got too violent
But it's finally quiet

Is it too late to say I'm sorry?
I guess it must be

Thought you got off but that's not how it works
Got your throat cut and you bleed on my shirt
With the cops called, the lights flash around me
They finally found me

Is it too late to say I'm sorry?
I guess it must be

Smiling in my concrete room
Remembering how I dismembered you

Everybody tells me how I wronged you
But they don't know
Repentance was never my strong suit
People always tell me that they wish I'd died too
But we both know
You called my bluff and you got what was coming to you
Track Name: The Advocate
A fleeting mistake of a word
Addict inanimate
I won't shoot the messenger
But I killed the advocate

We used to have stars aligned
But I thought it was too bright
So I cut out both of my eyes
In hopes I'd find some kind of insight

I'm not the type to bleed
Nothing can hurt me now
You didn't cut deep enough
Come here I'll show you how

I know I should say something
But I have got nothing in me
All along, everything I've been fearing
'Cause it's from the hear that the mouth speaks

You said I wasn't strong
And maybe I think too much
But I'm out to prove you wrong
Your face looks much better crushed

We used to have stars aligned
But I thought it was too bright
So I cut out both of my eyes
In hopes I'd find some kind of insight
Track Name: Complex Up
Fall into place again
Fall back and start to rust
Empathy's meaningless
Look what it costed us
I've got a bone to pick
I wasn't done fighting yet
Alone and desolate
There's no point in fighting it

I built a complex up inside my own head
But couldn't conjure up the means to fight that
My abnormalities are finally getting to me
But what does that even mean?

I wanted nothing more than a reason to break myself apart inside you

I cant deny it
I tried to stop it
But there is nothing in this world to keep my hands from shaking
I try my best to
Just keep my head up
But there is nothing in this world to hold my neck from breaking

You'd rather take the loss, no matter what the cost
And I'll admit that I've been praying with my fingers crossed
You watched us lay here and let our bones dry out
I let out a sigh from my decaying mouth

How did I get here?
Where am I going?
This is what I feared
I'm fucking sorry