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Forgive Yourself

by Lemix J Buckley

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1.
Hauntings 03:16
I guess I've grown tired of hauntings All the things I see in my sleep Just because it's kind of funny Nobody will see it coming Anybody got a gun? Won't you clean up for me when I'm done? Lights out, sundown Unbloomed, unmoved Sickly, sickening I'm dishonest I finally found a choice that holds They'll find my body decomposed
2.
Bluff 04:52
You thought you had it all figured out 'Til I shoved all of that steel in your mouth Your head screams that I got too violent But it's finally quiet Is it too late to say I'm sorry? I guess it must be Thought you got off but that's not how it works Got your throat cut and you bleed on my shirt With the cops called, the lights flash around me They finally found me Is it too late to say I'm sorry? I guess it must be Smiling in my concrete room Remembering how I dismembered you Everybody tells me how I wronged you But they don't know Repentance was never my strong suit People always tell me that they wish I'd died too But we both know You called my bluff and you got what was coming to you
3.
The Advocate 04:07
A fleeting mistake of a word Addict inanimate I won't shoot the messenger But I killed the advocate We used to have stars aligned But I thought it was too bright So I cut out both of my eyes In hopes I'd find some kind of insight I'm not the type to bleed Nothing can hurt me now You didn't cut deep enough Come here I'll show you how I know I should say something But I have got nothing in me All along, everything I've been fearing 'Cause it's from the hear that the mouth speaks You said I wasn't strong And maybe I think too much But I'm out to prove you wrong Your face looks much better crushed We used to have stars aligned But I thought it was too bright So I cut out both of my eyes In hopes I'd find some kind of insight
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Complex Up 05:23
Fall into place again Fall back and start to rust Empathy's meaningless Look what it costed us I've got a bone to pick I wasn't done fighting yet Alone and desolate There's no point in fighting it I built a complex up inside my own head But couldn't conjure up the means to fight that My abnormalities are finally getting to me But what does that even mean? I wanted nothing more than a reason to break myself apart inside you I cant deny it I tried to stop it But there is nothing in this world to keep my hands from shaking I try my best to Just keep my head up But there is nothing in this world to hold my neck from breaking You'd rather take the loss, no matter what the cost And I'll admit that I've been praying with my fingers crossed You watched us lay here and let our bones dry out I let out a sigh from my decaying mouth How did I get here? Where am I going? This is what I feared I'm fucking sorry

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released April 17, 2015

Recorded, mixed and mastered by Kurt Roy at Heartgold Studios.

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